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 Its been a long day. I'm in my feelings. Lisa's have to go stay in the hospital again, go under anesthesia again, deal with this trauma again. It hurts.

I've talked with heart mommas of older heart warriors. They say it gets a lot easier as time goes on and that it's all worth it. That's some things to look forward to. I have to remember, it has been getting easier, better. She went through heart surgery at 9 days old and again at nearly 19 months old. She's been in the Cath lab before, and she's got this the 2nd time around.

I just really didn't want to be in the hospital around her birthday again. I'll remind myself her birthday was fun anyway. It'll be fun again if so. Things have, are and will work out. We have to go through this, but we'll also go through this. We'll get through this. She'll get through this! We're blessed. ✨

For now, I will sit with my thoughts and feelings. Thanks for reading all this. Send bright vibes my way, yeah??? All will be well.